"We're all a little weird, and when we find those people whose weirdness is compatible with ours...we join up with them and fall into mutually satisfying weirdness and we call them our best friends."
-Boy Meets World.

And yes, world, I admit that I am weird.
Therefore the rest of you are weird too.
And we are mutually weird. Which is, apparently, satisfying.
And hell yeah we're best friends.

I just wanted to let y'all know that I love you.

How cheesy.

But whatever. I still love you guys. And it creeps me out to think that some time this year you guys might be lounging back in MG territory and going, "Hey, have you talked to that whatsername lately? Something beginning with C. She had some weird surname too. Something to do with the Matrix. Maybe it was Keanu. Or Reeves."

Isn't it weird how things change?

Isn't it sad how people change to become the people they swore they would never be?

I used to cry myself to sleep at nights because I was scared of growing up. I used to end off every single one of my childhood prayers with "And dear Jesus, please bless all the people in the world and make sure that they don't need anything. Amen."
As if that prayer could somehow bring about world peace...as if it could somehow cover human transgression and make everything better- just like that.

God knows I'm going to miss you guys.
Will I ever forget you guys? ...No. Maybe I'll forget what kind of glasses you wore, or whether you were a HSM fan or not- but I'll never forget you guys.
Will we drift apart? ...Sadly, yes. I'd love to say that no, we'll be friends forever and ever; but c'mon, we all know that that's not going to happen. People drift apart. It's only human. And while we love each other lots, you and I both know that eventually the pain of leaving will become merely a dull ache in your chest- something bearable. Something forgettable.
Will I always love you all?
...Hell yes.

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Sometimes I kind of freak myself out.
Like weird Lola Strepp in Confessions of A Teenage Drama Queen. Label me as you may; but sometimes I feel so chameleonish that, frankly, it's pretty creeped out.
So here.

Part of the 2G '06 campaign.
5 Fingers- credit me. Kthx.
This is how it works, kay. Copy/paste it on your blog, and answer all the questions about me. And then if you want other people to complete your OWN 5 Fingers thingamajig...replace my name with yours, and put THAT on your blog. Then people will do THAT, and put it on THEIR blogs, along with their own blank 5 Fingers thing.
2G- the aim is to have as many people's 5 Fingers quizzes [with the answers you filled in] on your blog! Trust me, it makes for great fun and it makes people happy too.
Of course, 2Gians should be nice and go around doing as many people's 5 Fingers as possible too.

So here goes.

1. When you think of CARA, which feature instantly comes to mind?
2. If you could pick a theme song for CARA, what would it be?
3. What random object would remind you of CARA?
4. What do you expect CARA to be doing ten years from now?
5. If you could give CARA an award, what would it be?

I'm going to be crappy and list an example.

1. When you think of MAXY, which feature instantly comes to mind?
- Her annoyingly pointed, pixieish chin. I want one like that too. ):
2. If you could pick a theme song for MAXY, what would it be?
-*insertqueerbimboticsonghere* ...KIDDING. M'dear. I will veer from the expected and not say Gwen Stefani's Rich Girl. Um.
Um.
Umm.
...Forget it. Rich Girl it is, then.
3. What random object would remind you of MAXY?
-Your big white Chanel sunglasses! Seriously, darling, those are absolute love and I adore them. Also. They're too Maxyish. Which I guess is a good thing.
I think.
I suppose.
4. What do you expect MAXY to be doing ten years from now?
-I totally don't know. While guys will probably be crushing left right and centre on you...I don't think you're exceptionally pro-boy. [Although maybe actually YOU HAVE A SECRET FETISH FOR TOM HANKS!] Probably shopping. Definitely still shopping.
Will never stop shopping.
5. If you could give MAXY an award, what would it be?
-"MOST VIVALICIOUS". Huzzah, I coined another new word! [They should really print a CARA Dictionary. So very useful.] Yeah, you; Miss Diva-La Vita-Vivacious. Like my new word? I hereby christen VIVALICIOUS as an official new Cara word; and Maxy has shepeshul rights to it.
Miss Vivalicious.
The red carpet loves you, you wonderful bitch of a best friend, you, and Cara loves you mostest. <3

Now Maxy has to paste that on her blog, do mine for me, and also stick up a blank MAXY 5 Fingers on her blog for you 2Gians to do.

I shall update with more 5 Fingers as soon as you wunnerfuls do my 5 Fingers for me!

You know I love you [and vice versa],

Cara.